On the day I came back, something happened. It was something that I knew it would happen eventually, but still, even though I know it wasn't right, I kept going on. So now I pay the price.

But still, I have no regrets. Yes I was sad. But I don't hate. I find no reason to. No one's at fault. So I figured, to let bygones be bygones. When I turn back and find all the memories, I'll get sad knowing it won't ever happen again. How things used to be, how everything was perfect, it'll remain there, frozen in time.

When I look straight into my future, I find a glimpse of light and hope. Life is like this. This is a process of growing up. Nothing comes from something which wasn't meant to be. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. So I'll get back on my feet and smile. That's the right thing to do.

The thing I hope is that we'll be friends again. Nothing more or less. To me, it's not right to treat the person that knows you quite well as strangers just because things aren't right for the moment. It'll never be the same again, but it's okay. Sorry doesn't rewind time anyways. Why not start everything anew? But to not let anyone every get hurt again, the line must be drawn clearly as to point out the limit. I won't cross it. To not only protect myself, but everyone involved.

And I came to realize, what I love and loved. As time passed, people change. I loved the moment when no one ever changed, only the closeness to each other did. Perhaps, there was this point where it wasn't about loving someone, but loving love. I don't know. Did you feel the same way too? I don't know. But one thing's for sure is that I wouldn't had hanged on to this if I don't trust the person.

Time can heal. I'm not the only person in the whole wide world being hurt. I'll be okay. I'm me after all, I won't change because of this, this is my wish, and I believe other people's wishes too.

To you, thank you for everything, for the best memories, for making my high school life dramatic in a good way. Sorry for everything, for making you sad, for hurting you. I wanna cheer up the people I love. In order to do that, I have to start from myself.

All the best in the future. And best of luck.

I'll move on. This is my moving on diary.