2013

To me, a full twist of a story, a story of my life.

To me, a year that many things have changed, only the remnants of memories remain.

A happy and a sad year. A fulfilling but with a few scratches of disappointment on this almost perfect year.

I started off this year by becoming seniors in my high school. Stepping into Form 4, I guess this is the year where I struggled and earned a lot, cried and laughed the most, and finally becoming stronger mentally than I ever was. Although I'm still my old emotional self, but I can sorta control more of my feelings now, but I still laughed like nobody business, teehee. =]

This is the year where I'm worried of my future, what it holds. I'm not ready, don't even mention being prepared for it. In my memories, I'm still daddy's little princess, mummy's little baby and the most immature little sister to all my friends. The path of my future, even until now is too blurry for me, that's why I worry.

This is the year where my worst nightmares and unrealistic dreams became true. I'm relieved that things happen, they happen for a reason, whether it's fair or otherwise, I just gotta be stronger. That's what life taught me. That's how the world works. If I were to fall and never get back on my feet again, wouldn't it be a punishment not only to me, but to all the other people that love me? It wasn't an option for things that we don't wanna happen to be real, this happens to all. What to do? Figure out yourself. For me?
Smile, smile all the way, smile through the pain, I'll be okay. 
This is what pops out in my mind when things aren't right for me. =]

Not forgetting this is the year where I started and actually continued to write a blog!

So thank you to everyone, for everything. Thank you 2013. <3 =D

To 2014, I'm greeting you in a few hours time. My wishes?

I hope that my family will be healthy, safe and sound, and happy.

I hope that I can find a path of my own future.

I hope that me and my friends can enjoy our last senior year of high school, make the best memories out of it and strive hard for SPM, of course and to score well.

I hope that I can be happy. <3

If it's possible, I don't wanna hurt anyone in this upcoming year. Not my family nor my friends.

Selfish aren't I? xD

To everyone out there, Happy New Year! Have a nice kick ass year ahead. Wishing you a fulfilling new year!

Thank you 2013, I love you. =]